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The sadness has be following me for too long time,life is full of tears,guessese,boring and so on.My life changed oppositly,I am not who I were,the girl full of smails ,laughs and dreams……

    I baddly need a change,big change,so I think about it everyday,everytime!I have a headache.

    How should I deel with my job,my love,my family,I don`t know.  I deside to set my mother back home,then no matter what happen to me,she will not know,and she will not  be worried about me.I love you so I let you go,dear Mom! My lover,many people suggest me leaving him,because he doesn`t have responsibility,they think,so do I.I make decision at anytime,but I can`t, I love him so much that it`s so difficult for me to leave him!And I also want to change my job,I don`t like the present job,I think it`s not fit for me.

My heart is ill,badly ill!I don`t know how to deal with the problum,I can`t sleep well every night,always wake up in the evening.I can`t control the tears,they always drop freely,and I always have a headache……

     who can cure me?I think I would be mad!

My boyfriend and I sometimes can`t comunicate well,we would argue on something which is really not important.And when he has been not call me or sent me a short message,I will think a lot:maybe he doesn`t love,maybe other thing is more important than me in his heart,maybe and maybe……

        Actually it needs trust between two lovers,no matter what happen,we must believe each other,and give each other enough self-time and self-space, nobody would stay with you at anytime.Boys always have lots things which they don`t like to tell us girls,because they know that we can`t help them,and  don`t want us worry about that,in fact it`s a kind of love!

       Not matter what heppen,just give him trust,if he love me,he will know what to do,if he does`t,everything is meanless……

As you know,I am silly,but kind;

as you know,I am not beautiful,but lovely;

as you know I have no money, but rich;

as you know I also have sadness,but happy;

as you know I can not sing,but sing;

as you know I can not dance,but dance;

as you know I am really your real friend!

The spring is coming,but I don`t like it,I don`t like  that there are so many flowers around from then on.

     According to the situation,I think I can`t change my present work,so and the present life,should I  sleep again? Times is going fast,I just waste!

I come across a big trouble,my God! It `s just like the juice!

It`s a new year,so everything should be new to me,just like that I was born again,so I have a new birthday.I put my smile,my happiness,my wishes on tomorrow!

I like to performance on the stage,at that time,I will forget who am I,and what`s the date,what`t the time,what have happend in the past,and what will happen in the future,I just loss myself!
I will be one of the hosts in the big party which will held by my company,I didn`t know I would do like this,but they trust me,they said that nothing can stop me from doing anything,for this trust,I must pay all my efforts to do everything well.
I will sing a song in the big party,if the song is famous,and you can sing it well,then you will be famous,so I made myself well known in my company last year,and a lot of people eager to listen to me,to my song.I won`t froustrate them.
I will dress myself beautifully!
Fighting,I will be the best one!

New year is coming,everything is new,especially the hope!I have waited it for a long time……
Fighting,Lily,you are the only one in the world!Yes,you are!

It snows today,the white world is so beautiful!