brendayy

after a busy, tired winter vacation(it seems that I am always occupied by something during the precious holiday…is it my inevitable fate??), I almost forget this blog and some other things I have used to last term. So in the first week after I returned BSU, I was a little at loss. I forgot I should go to library;I forgot I should go jogging everyday; I even forgot the temperature in Beijing, for I had spent nearly one month in tropical area; and also, I forgot this blog, on which has just few poor writtings. Ay…it seems I come from another planet, watching the lifestyle on earth confusingly.
well, anyway, a little maladjustment is temporary. I found my grey notebook this week, which I used to make plans for everyweek. Now I start to use it again. And I found that, even though I love the time wandering around and caring about nothing, I still belong to the intensive life.
Whenever I press on according to the schedules I made and accomplish them one by one, I have the perfect feeling. Substantial and meaningful life is absolute principal for me. although I often feel tired after a day’s work, I don’t think I lose anything and I’m pressed by other tasks. on the contrary, if I have a luxurious day eating and lying on bed, I don’t feel really happy.
of course, rest is necessary but I really hate purposeless time. In contrast, I prefer a minute with high density rather than idling 10 years.
I love enjoy life, but such enjoyment should not based on wasting time, that’s my understanding.
ok, today’s topic is a little bit serious…but I’m sure it doesn’t come all the time..^_^

let’s keep on working~