I’m Confusing~~~~
I don’t know why, this period of time, I often feel confused. I’m confused about study, job searching, daily life~~~~
When I was in high school, I had a definite goal. Getting a high mark in the College Entrance Examination, then I can go to a famous brand university. During these days, I studied very hard. Even though we classmates all felt the pressure of the College Entrance Examination, we were happy. We chatted after class, and making jokes on each other. Our parents also treated us so good that we could concentrate ourselves on the study. We working hard for we knew that we were fighting for our dream.
But when I entered the university, I felt so confusing. We don’t have to study so hard, and the teachers won’t treat us so strictly. We have more flexible time for ourselves; we can do everything we want. But, the worst thing happens, I’ve lost my goal.
I know the most important thing for a university student is to find a job. But I don’t think I’ve prepared well for this big turn. A year ago, I was just a normal high school student and rely on parents. But now, I’m a sophomore, I have to learn how to live economical independently, and prepare myself for finding a job. To say the truth, I can’t suit for this change, and I don’t want to grow up, but I have to!
Oh~ what shall I do?