rainsky

why always feel lonely ,  sometime i feel like saying something , but cant find a right way to express myself , complex feelings , it is hard to speak out , maybe i need some friends ,  i need someone to talk to me . everyday , when i get the phone from my darling , i feel so happy , but i feel blue the same time i put down the phone. i really need him , very much .

do you know i miss you every minute , my dear . i cant live without you , you are my life , you are my oxigon , you are everything of mine .

miss you , in the midnight .

it is nearly the end of the semester , next Monday we will have the final examination , how happy we are ! i am going to have a good rest , i miss my parents very much . hope to see them very much .

how to spend my winter vocation , don’t know ,actually .maybe accompanied by the computer , stay with myself . not easy to do something . life is not easy ,either .

Some silence , even can not be removed by love . That lonliness roots in our heart , deeply , painfully , quitely , hopelessly, Let it be , just enjoy it , smile at it , only myself .

i ‘ve got a cold today , so i don’t feel good now . so sleepy . 

i aways feel lonely , even beside my  dearest person . don’t know why , i have tried to change myself , but i failed . 

the work i am on now is not present , the people with whom i work together are so selfish , i don’t like them . and the leads are so stupid so ugly in their heart . sometimes i feel so helpless .

i know i can change nothing but myself , but it is easier said then done.

i haven’t been here for many days . all is the same , nothing has changed in my blog , but it is quite different outside .these days i am so busy , but nothing is meaningful . sometimes i really don’t know what i am doing . life is not easy , i often feel tired ,lonely ,disappointed ,even desperate .

the man i love most is not having a good life , that tortures me . but i do no help .  just want to tell him : hold on ! you are the best , you can be successful .

but who can help me? we must depend on ourselves . so many difficulties , so hard to live .

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This is the first time I try to add a picture . Maybe it’s not beautiful , but i think i  did a not bad job .

This blog is not easy to deal with . i will do my best  to make it nice . i hope to improve my English  here .  i know it is hard ,  i ‘ll never give in or up . There are a lot of nice articles here , i like them very much . I’ll come here to read the works that others wrote as long as i am free .

what’s this ?I even can not understand many words , how to use this kind of blog ,oh ,my god ,I really need to study hard ,I really need help .

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