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i ‘ve got a cold today , so i don’t feel good now . so sleepy .
i aways feel lonely , even beside my dearest person . don’t know why , i have tried to change myself , but i failed .
the work i am on now is not present , the people with whom i work together are so selfish , i don’t like them . and the leads are so stupid so ugly in their heart . sometimes i feel so helpless .
i know i can change nothing but myself , but it is easier said then done.
i haven’t been here for many days . all is the same , nothing has changed in my blog , but it is quite different outside .these days i am so busy , but nothing is meaningful . sometimes i really don’t know what i am doing . life is not easy , i often feel tired ,lonely ,disappointed ,even desperate .
the man i love most is not having a good life , that tortures me . but i do no help . just want to tell him : hold on ! you are the best , you can be successful .
but who can help me? we must depend on ourselves . so many difficulties , so hard to live .
