do you know i miss you every minute , my dear . i cant live without you , you are my life , you are my oxigon , you are everything of mine .

miss you , in the midnight .

how to spend my winter vocation , don’t know ,actually .maybe accompanied by the computer , stay with myself . not easy to do something . life is not easy ,either .

Some silence , even can not be removed by love . That lonliness roots in our heart , deeply , painfully , quitely , hopelessly, Let it be , just enjoy it , smile at it , only myself .

i aways feel lonely , even beside my  dearest person . don’t know why , i have tried to change myself , but i failed . 

the work i am on now is not present , the people with whom i work together are so selfish , i don’t like them . and the leads are so stupid so ugly in their heart . sometimes i feel so helpless .

i know i can change nothing but myself , but it is easier said then done.

the man i love most is not having a good life , that tortures me . but i do no help .  just want to tell him : hold on ! you are the best , you can be successful .

but who can help me? we must depend on ourselves . so many difficulties , so hard to live .

This is the first time I try to add a picture . Maybe it’s not beautiful , but i think i  did a not bad job .

This blog is not easy to deal with . i will do my best  to make it nice . i hope to improve my English  here .  i know it is hard ,  i ‘ll never give in or up . There are a lot of nice articles here , i like them very much . I’ll come here to read the works that others wrote as long as i am free .